Let's Heal Together!

True humility is not the elimination of your needs. It is the honest acknowledgment that your needs, like everyone else's, are real, are valid, and ultimately belong before God. What you have been practicing is not humility. It is preemptive self-erasure, and at its root it is a protection strategy, not a spiritual virtue.

Here is what I want to say to her, and to every version of her reading this at whatever stage of the journey she is currently in: the hollowness is not evidence that your faith is broken. It is evidence that your obedience has a motive you have not examined yet. And that motive, once you are willing to look at it with honest eyes, is going to explain a significant amount of the exhaustion you have been carrying, possibly for years, possibly for decades...